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The last and greatest day
"Now on the last and greatest day of the feast, Jesus stood and cried out, 'If anyone is thirsty, let him come to me and drink! He who believes in me, as the Scripture has said, from within him will flow rivers of living water.' But he said this about the Spirit, which those believing in him were to receive. For the Holy Spirit was not yet given, because Jesus wasn't yet glorified."
Pastor Nate Gallagher preached on this passage at Calvary Chapel Vero Beach in a message called "Living Water" (August 9, 2026), and I have not stopped thinking about it.
Nate set the scene. It was the Feast of Tabernacles, when families lived for a week in shelters to remember how God provided in the wilderness. Each morning a priest carried water from the pool of Siloam up to the temple while the people sang, and poured it out on the altar, remembering the water from the rock and praying for God to do more.
"Therefore with joy you will draw water out of the wells of salvation."
Nate pictured Jesus standing up on the last day, perhaps as the water was being poured, and saying that what the whole feast longed for is found in him.
The thirst is not the problem
Nate began with desire. Drawing on Luke Burgis's book Wanting, which builds on René Girard, he said we do not choose our desires out of nowhere; we learn them by imitating others. We have instinctive needs for food, water and shelter, but every desire has a model behind it. His notes put the point in one line: "The question isn't whether you'll imitate — it's who you'll imitate."
Desire is triangular: a subject, a model, and an object. Agape, the love Jesus offers, does not make rivals of the people who want it. It is the non-rivalrous imitation of the Father that Jesus both teaches and enacts.
Then Nate turned to the word Jesus used: thirst. Anyone who thirsts may come. He filled out that "anyone": tired parents, grandparents carrying their families, people overworked and underpaid, people searching, people with more than enough who still feel empty.
"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest."
When this primary spiritual hunger remains unsatiated, the human person inevitably seeks substitutes. Spiritual hunger remains foremost; when the soul's drive for meaning and connection goes unmet, it seeks substitutes.
Nate named our habit plainly. We almost never sit with an ache long enough to bring it to God; a moment of boredom in a line, and we reach for the phone. He compared it to hungering for a nourishing meal and filling up on chips instead, until the lesser thing becomes the only thing that seems able to feed us. And then the line I keep returning to: "The thirst isn't the problem." The thirst, he said, "points to a deeper need."
His chips are a picture, not a diet rule. Thirst, hunger, cravings and how an appetite feels are not sins, and they are not a measure of anyone's faith. Questions about eating belong with your own physician. Thirst that will not go away is worth telling your physician about.
"For my people have committed two evils: they have forsaken me, the spring of living waters, and cut out cisterns for themselves: broken cisterns that can't hold water."
I believe sin is believing or acting as if we are not associated with God, which is separation (dissociation) from God. Coherence with God (the experiential field) is association. A broken cistern is that belief made into a habit: digging for water somewhere other than the spring we are already standing in. One of the practices I keep answers it. Letting go of worldly distractions and self-obsessions: releasing the noise that pulls attention away from His presence.
Water from the beginning
Nate then traced water through the whole Bible. In the first scene of creation the Spirit hovers over the waters, and out of chaos God brings order and life. A river flows out of Eden to water the whole world. When the first humans leave the garden, they leave the life God meant for them.
"The earth was formless and empty. Darkness was on the surface of the deep and God's Spirit was hovering over the surface of the waters."
The hovering is not a second god entering from outside. It is association already implicit in the field, the tendency of what is to cohere. I begin from one axiom: reality is experience itself, a single dynamic field whose dynamics are association and dissociation. We are dissociated perspectives of that field — nested windows with a boundary and a present, not second substances. Here "dissociation" means coming apart from God and from one another; it is not a psychiatric diagnosis. God is not a separate being standing outside the field. God is the field considered under the attribute of maximal association.
Nate made the same distinction in his own words: God's presence is everywhere, "We can't escape God's presence," but communion with him, really entering and experiencing that presence, is something God opens to us. Absolute dissociation is impossible because the field is one. So the river does not arrive from outside the world. It is the life of the field reaching the places that have come apart from it.
Nate's next turn was Isaiah. In the temple Isaiah cries that he is "a man of unclean lips," and a coal from the altar touches him. The holy does not become unclean by the touch; the unclean is made clean. When Jesus touches the leper, He refuses the sacrificial logic that says "touching the unclean makes one unclean." Sin is never a name for being sick. The person who is ill is not being described by that word, and an illness is not a sign of anyone's standing with God.
Then Ezekiel's river, flowing out from the temple, deepening as it goes, until even the Dead Sea is made fresh.
"… and the waters of the sea will be healed, and everything will live wherever the river comes."
Come, and become
Nate's invitation had two words. The first was come. The second was become. John tells us the rivers Jesus promised are the Spirit, poured out after he was glorified, and Nate said the Spirit-filled church carries on Jesus' work in the world. Then: "It's not that we would become reservoirs of living water, but that we would become rivers of living water." And: "everything that God gives to you is meant to flow through you." Grace, in other words, is not ours to hoard.
John 7:39 is where the living water and the Spirit become one sentence.
I find all of this most coherent in Christ. Christ's revelation is the field revealing itself from within, outside of time. It came to Abraham and to others, most deeply in the Passion, and it continues through the Holy Spirit as intuitive knowledge of God. Awe is intuitive knowledge of God. So when I read that the living water is the Spirit, I hear what I mean by intuitive knowledge of God: the field making itself known from within, and then flowing on.
The work of caring for the body exists ultimately in service of this: reducing the metabolic and neurological static that can keep the soul reaching for cisterns that cannot hold water, so that we may more readily drink deeply of the living water and become, ourselves, fountains springing up into everlasting life. Caring for the body does not earn the living water, and a body that is struggling is not farther from it.
"Jesus answered her, 'Everyone who drinks of this water will thirst again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never thirst again; but the water that I will give him will become in him a well of water springing up to eternal life.'"
The neighbor is a child of God: a participant in the field, a soul, not a map of one. Love does not erase the difference between you and that neighbor. It joins across it. A river is what association looks like when it keeps moving.
A river, and no more sea
At the end, Nate read Revelation, where the new creation has a river but no more sea. He admitted, "Now that really bums me out as a surfer." He reads it as no more chaos and disorder, and imagines perfect waves.
"I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth have passed away, and the sea is no more."
"He showed me a river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb, in the middle of its street. On this side of the river and on that was the tree of life, bearing twelve kinds of fruits, yielding its fruit every month. The leaves of the tree were for the healing of the nations."
On the Shore, where life is pictured as surfing one ocean, I like his reading. Nate's hope was that the thirst we feel is a signal that we were made for more, and that Jesus is restoring all things.
A division in the crowd
"Many of the multitude therefore, when they heard these words, said, 'This is truly the prophet.' Others said, 'This is the Christ.' But some said, 'What, does the Christ come out of Galilee? Hasn't the Scripture said that the Christ comes of the offspring of David, and from Bethlehem, the village where David was?' So a division arose in the multitude because of him."
The same invitation divided the crowd then, and it still does. I can only say where I stand: I have found the spring, and I keep coming back to drink.
A reading can be faithful to a text without claiming to exhaust it. If a verse means more than this map can hold, the verse keeps the surplus. The philosophy is allowed to be smaller than the Gospel.
None of this asks you to stop caring for the board. The work of fuel, timing, and strength stays the work. Nothing on the Shore is medical advice, and questions about your own health belong with your own physician.
Working hypothesis and reflection. Not medical advice.
Related: Worship · Fuel · Agape · Sabbath and Rest · The Shore.